This page is just for my girl, Nikki! She's my whole world. She's my sun on a rainy day. She's my joy when I am sad. There's nothing I care about more than her and her happiness. I'll do anything for her. I'm not always there when she wants me, but I'm always there when she needs me. I put my heart in her hands and I know it's safe there. I know that there are others that could give her pleasures I can't now, but I'm happy as hell she chose me. Nikki, I know I'm not perfect. But I'm trying to be. I'm sorry I lied to you, even for the reasons I said. You don't know how excited I am. Just talking to you puts me on a high. You make me complete. You fill that void in my heart with gold. I thought about your feelings and prioritized them above what you wanted. You want no more lies? Then no more lies you shall get. But that means if something I say hurts your feelings, then you have to be able to deal with it. I can't stand to see you upset or distressed. It pains me to no end. And if you don't believe me? Just wait and see. The day I get to really let loose is the day you take me seriously and accept that someone is actually like me. Then I can really be me. Baby, please find it in your heart to forgive me for my transgressions. They'll never happen again. And if you're reading this Nikki, I just want you to know...
There's more to come about Nikki! : )